Pictures and more

I know it's late but there are a few pictures of Tamina when she was first born. I just got a new lap top and for some reason the old one wouldn't let me post pictures. I have plenty of pictures but I have to add them to this computer and once I do, I will post them on here.

I do have quite a few things to talk about, and I'm not sure I have time to get into it all at the moment but I will start with a few.

Once, Tamina is doing wonderful. She is still on oxygen but not for long. She is about 7 pounds and growing well. She's off her feeding tube and is eating like a little piglet. She is doing wonderful and I am so blessed.

Greg and I have been having problems lately....It's hard with him being in school and then having a baby on top of that makes it so much harder. I'm not going to go into detail but he did something bad recently that has really shaken my faith and trust in him....He didn't cheat, I just want to clarify that. Granted now I am constantly wondering, just because my trust in him was ruined.

We weren't intimate for almost 5-6 months and I know that was really bothering him, so that on top of school, on top of a screaming baby all the time, on top of all the stress of a new baby makes me want to scream!! Up until Saturday I seriously went almost two weeks without him kissing me and even longer without him saying I love you....How do you get past that? How do you trust someone who won't hug or kiss you or tell you they love you? I'm going to stop talking about Greg and I for now, but I will talk more about it later on, trust me....

I started working at Hardings again. I am only a cashier of course, but I already have all my hours back, thank goodness. I work 5 days a week at at least 33-37 hrs. I'm glad, I like working. Joe is still working there, so of course we have started talking a lot again. Emailing all the time and what not. I missed our friendship. I really need a friend that I can trust and depend on and I believe that is Joe. :))

Okay, I lied I want to add something else about Greg that just happened. Monday's are supposed to be our "family day" the day where Greg, Tamina, and I spend time together as our own little unit without anyone else around....He OF COURSE had homework and OF COURSE still isn't done. Because while doing his homework he watches tv and makes it take 50 times longer....So apparently my plan for the night is like every other night, go in the room and read and then sleep.

I am trying to be the understanding girlfriend of a college student. But we need our time together, especially now when all we do is change diapers and make bottles. I don't know, obviously I'm the only one that feels that way, he doesn't seem to bothered by it. Anyway, It's time for me to go into the room and read.

I will keep you all posted on Tamina and my crazy insane drama filled life. :) I missed you all and thank you all for your prayers and good thoughts. You guys helped save Tamina's life!!

Much love and Happy Blogging!!