I've tried time and time again to be nice and give Kristine and Josh both the benefit of the doubt but NEITHER one of them deserve it!! They are both selfish assholes with nothing to offer anyone!
Mom closes tonight and it was her day to do everything around the house, all the cleaning and such. I asked Kristine this morning to help me sine mom closed and she said fine but she had to babysit come 2:30. All day she sat in her room and watched tv until the baby came. She did NOT do anything.
I then asked Josh when he got home to clean up the hallway, the cats keep peeing in there for some reason. He said no but I'll have Kristine do it...she didn't do it either. I am sitting in my room smelling the freaking cat pee and the litter box and realizing that the freaking house needs to be cleaned...So I got up and cleaned the hallway, that had cat pee, which I am NOT supposed to do. I cleaned the house and ALMOST cleaned the litter box. I then ALMOST made dinner for everyone.
Fuck them! They can figure out their own dinner! I hate them both. I keep trying and trying to get past how much I despise them but it never seems to work for more than a week or two.
They don't help out with bills, they don't give mom money, they don't help buy food...and they don't do their chores! If it were my choice, I'd kick both of their inconsiderate, selfish, lazy, piece of shit ass' out of the house!! You can't live somewhere where you don't even contribute your time and energy!!
Fuck them both! I'm done being nice. I have nothing to say to either one of them and GOD DO I PRAY they read my freaking blog!! I don't need all this stress right now, but neither one of them care! I'm done.
Monday, August 30, 2010
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Ultrasound aug 25, 2010
Look at that cute little baby boy!! You can see his cute little butt!! :) I just love him bunches!!!!
I don't really have anything to say. My doctors appointment went well. The specialist said I'm doing great, the baby is great, and I have to keep doing what I'm doing. The only thing I have to do differently is starting Sunday I have to up my dosage of the heparin to 75 ccs. :( Not happy about that, but whatever as long as it works.
There's not much else to say at the moment. Wish me luck!!!! Pray for my little frog/alien looking baby boy in there. :D
Happy Blogging!!
Monday, August 23, 2010
Nothing much
Greg's first day of school was today. He had a psychology class and a history class. I told him I want him to teach me what he learns also, all except the history. I hate anything having to do with history, I know I should know it anyway, but I don't want to. That was always my worst subject, besides math or course. I'm very interested in the psyc class though.
He's coming over tomorrow after he gets out of school. He'll do his homework and then I believe we are to spend the day together alone, but I'm not sure. We agreed to have two days a week that will just be him and I since he will not be here very often.
I have my specialist appointment on Wednesday at 2:30. They scheduled me early because they had an opening, which is great. I wanted to get in as soon as possible to see if this guy is going to be as big of a douche as I have heard. I hope not, everyone says he's great at his job, but I don't have the patience right now to deal with an asshole. Hopefully he's a nice guy.
Cyara keeps eating all my food. :( I keep buying things for myself, or having mom or Greg buy me things for just me. (Since I won't eat anything unhealthy) And Cyara keeps eating it all without asking permission or asking if I want any...It's just rude. There were two lean pockets in the freezer that I went to eat for lunch today and they were gone because Cyara ate them, after eating a bowl of cereal also. It's frustrating!!!!
I don't really talk to Kristine and Josh much. Josh doesn't do shit, like usual!! He's not paying his court fee's I don't think because dad isn't getting any money for his medical bills. So Josh should have money left over to give to mom to help out...but does he? NOPE! Of course not, he spends it on mopeds and God only knows what else.
Kristine has a job now and gave mom $40 out of her first paycheck which was nice. But is now saying that she isn't going to give her any more money when she gets her paychecks. Why is everyone in this house so selfish!? I was paying at least $100 everytime I got paid or every other paycheck. Once I turned 18 and it wasn't moms legal responsibility to take care of me anymore I started paying half of everything so that I wasn't mooching off of her. Kristine and Josh don't pay anything!! They don't even do their chores!!
I'm not going to bitch anymore right now, I'm too tired...
True Blood last night was fantastic!! Sookie is a fairy, Bill is hiding something else, Eric is going on a suicide mission and has Sookie locked in the basement, Tara knows about Jason killing Eggs, Jasons girlfriend is a panther, Sam killed two people, and Russel is seriously losing his marbles... There's nothing like a good vampire show to end a long relaxing SUnday.
Weeds and The Big C was good tonight. I don't have much to say about those yet, the season just started. :D
True Blood- Sunday at 9 pm on HBO
Weeds- Monday at 10 pm on SHOWTIME
The Big C- Monday at 10:30 pm on SHOWTIME
Happy Blogging y'all!!
He's coming over tomorrow after he gets out of school. He'll do his homework and then I believe we are to spend the day together alone, but I'm not sure. We agreed to have two days a week that will just be him and I since he will not be here very often.
I have my specialist appointment on Wednesday at 2:30. They scheduled me early because they had an opening, which is great. I wanted to get in as soon as possible to see if this guy is going to be as big of a douche as I have heard. I hope not, everyone says he's great at his job, but I don't have the patience right now to deal with an asshole. Hopefully he's a nice guy.
Cyara keeps eating all my food. :( I keep buying things for myself, or having mom or Greg buy me things for just me. (Since I won't eat anything unhealthy) And Cyara keeps eating it all without asking permission or asking if I want any...It's just rude. There were two lean pockets in the freezer that I went to eat for lunch today and they were gone because Cyara ate them, after eating a bowl of cereal also. It's frustrating!!!!
I don't really talk to Kristine and Josh much. Josh doesn't do shit, like usual!! He's not paying his court fee's I don't think because dad isn't getting any money for his medical bills. So Josh should have money left over to give to mom to help out...but does he? NOPE! Of course not, he spends it on mopeds and God only knows what else.
Kristine has a job now and gave mom $40 out of her first paycheck which was nice. But is now saying that she isn't going to give her any more money when she gets her paychecks. Why is everyone in this house so selfish!? I was paying at least $100 everytime I got paid or every other paycheck. Once I turned 18 and it wasn't moms legal responsibility to take care of me anymore I started paying half of everything so that I wasn't mooching off of her. Kristine and Josh don't pay anything!! They don't even do their chores!!
I'm not going to bitch anymore right now, I'm too tired...
True Blood last night was fantastic!! Sookie is a fairy, Bill is hiding something else, Eric is going on a suicide mission and has Sookie locked in the basement, Tara knows about Jason killing Eggs, Jasons girlfriend is a panther, Sam killed two people, and Russel is seriously losing his marbles... There's nothing like a good vampire show to end a long relaxing SUnday.
Weeds and The Big C was good tonight. I don't have much to say about those yet, the season just started. :D
True Blood- Sunday at 9 pm on HBO
Weeds- Monday at 10 pm on SHOWTIME
The Big C- Monday at 10:30 pm on SHOWTIME
Happy Blogging y'all!!
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Ultrasound from Monday
These are the recent ultra-sounds from Monday. One is of the profile and the other is the leg in the air and a tiny little penis. :D Yep, it's another boy!! :)
My little Gabriel Michael was flip flopping all over the place in there on Monday and ended up doing a hand stand and we were able to see his penis. :) I'm very excited about it. Everything is going great so far, I have my appointment with the specialist on the 30th, wish me luck. I heard this guy was a jerk.
Also, I still haven't smoked. It's been almost 2 weeks. GO ME!!!!!!!!
Greg and I went to the drive in movie theater last night and saw The Other Guys and Dinner for Schumucks. Funny movies. :)
I'm tired and I don't have much else to say at the moment, I'll try to write tomorrow though, maybe I can fit some time for it in with my busy schedule of watching tv and eating. lol
Happy Blogging guys. =D Pray for my baby boy please!!
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Updates
I haven't written in awhile because there really hasn't been anything to write about. Greg is doing fine, working all the time and stressing out about paying for school, which he starts on the 23rd of this month. Cyara's birthday is on the 21st, she'll be 14. Kristine and Josh are irritating like always, nothing new there. Mom is good, always bitching about work, but who doesn't? And I'm good also, I'm just running out of movies to watch lol.
I have a doctor appointment on Monday. I'll be 11 weeks tomorrow which is how far along I was when I lost Adrian, my first son, so I told them I wanted an ultrasound because just hearing the heartbeat wouldn't make me feel that much better. I want to see my baby and I want to see it's heartbeat. She agreed and said she doesn't see why the doctor can't do that, them knowing my history and being there for me through everything, I know they understand and won't be upset that I'm asking for that.
I love those two women, they are sweet and kind and really want to see me have a healthy living baby. The doctor said she wants to see this baby once it's born, that I have to bring it to her so she can see it. :) I hope they can deliver the baby, but they may not be able to because I will be going to a specialist in South Bend Indiana so he may have to deliver the baby. I'm nervous about that because even my doctor said that the specialist is kind of a douche bag... So that should be lovely. I was told not to tell him I smoke, and I don't lie, so I quit smoking. lol
It's not the only reason of course, but at least now I don't have to lie. =D I haven't smoked even a drag of a cigarette in over a week. YAY ME!! I'm very proud of myself for that, I never thought I'd quit smoking. AND, I haven't even had that hard of a time doing it. I was cranky for the first day or two, but after that I was okay. Just regular cranky pregnant stuff. :D
Joe's talking more to me now, which I'm happy about. He's my buddy and it's upsetting when he doesn't talk to me. We pretty much just talk about movies, but I could do that all day long. I love movies and I love discussing movies. Greg doesn't talk to me about movies, neither does mom or anyone else, so it's nice to have someone who shares my passion for films to talk to.
Well I'm going to go play Frontierville on Facebook and finish watching Beverly Hills Cop 1 and 2. :)
Happy Blogging!! =D
I have a doctor appointment on Monday. I'll be 11 weeks tomorrow which is how far along I was when I lost Adrian, my first son, so I told them I wanted an ultrasound because just hearing the heartbeat wouldn't make me feel that much better. I want to see my baby and I want to see it's heartbeat. She agreed and said she doesn't see why the doctor can't do that, them knowing my history and being there for me through everything, I know they understand and won't be upset that I'm asking for that.
I love those two women, they are sweet and kind and really want to see me have a healthy living baby. The doctor said she wants to see this baby once it's born, that I have to bring it to her so she can see it. :) I hope they can deliver the baby, but they may not be able to because I will be going to a specialist in South Bend Indiana so he may have to deliver the baby. I'm nervous about that because even my doctor said that the specialist is kind of a douche bag... So that should be lovely. I was told not to tell him I smoke, and I don't lie, so I quit smoking. lol
It's not the only reason of course, but at least now I don't have to lie. =D I haven't smoked even a drag of a cigarette in over a week. YAY ME!! I'm very proud of myself for that, I never thought I'd quit smoking. AND, I haven't even had that hard of a time doing it. I was cranky for the first day or two, but after that I was okay. Just regular cranky pregnant stuff. :D
Joe's talking more to me now, which I'm happy about. He's my buddy and it's upsetting when he doesn't talk to me. We pretty much just talk about movies, but I could do that all day long. I love movies and I love discussing movies. Greg doesn't talk to me about movies, neither does mom or anyone else, so it's nice to have someone who shares my passion for films to talk to.
Well I'm going to go play Frontierville on Facebook and finish watching Beverly Hills Cop 1 and 2. :)
Happy Blogging!! =D
Sunday, August 8, 2010
I'm pissed off!!!!!!!!!
Greg's in a mood or something at the moment. I'm sitting here in my room at 10:20 pm and he's been here since around 8. I've heard three words from him and that was about it. I don't know if he's tired or what but he's kind of pissing me off!! I'm tired all the freaking time, I'm pregnant, I'm worn out, I'm fat, I'm irritated, I'm angry... But I'm pretty sure I still talk to him when he comes over, especially after not seeing him for a couple days.
We watched True Blood and there was no reaction to anything that happened like there usually is. Then we came in the room and he hasn't said a word to me so I said if you are going to go to sleep let me know and I'll go on my computer and he said, go on your computer if you want to, it doesn't matter to me. Then I said, I don't want to go on my computer if you're going to be awake and he said I don't know if I'll be awake or not. So i said just go to sleep!! And he was like what the hell is wrong with you, so I said you haven't said more than three words to me since you've been here. I didn't get a response and now it's been almost 15 minutes and he still hasn't said anything to me.
I'm frustrated!!!! Another thing I'm frustrated about is that I haven't had a cigarette for two days!! And before that I went a week with only smoking about 1 a day...he was supposed to quit also, has he? NOPE! He's still smoking, apparently not as much, but he's still doing it none the less! How rude is that, he said he was going to quit to make it easier on me, and because he only started again because I hadn't quit yet. Now I'm not smoking and he is...it's irritating!!!!
I haven't really wanted a cigarette these past two days but right now It's taking all my strength not to light up this half a cigarette I have sitting right next to me!! :( I don't want to do that though, but it's getting to that point!! I've done so good, I don't want to ruin it!!!! I need to do something to calm myself down, otherwise i will either smoke a cigarette or flip the hell out on Greg...maybe both...
Maybe I'll try pogo...I don't know...Something has to help.
By the way, I do believe Joe hates me... :( Makes me even angrier and more upset...
We watched True Blood and there was no reaction to anything that happened like there usually is. Then we came in the room and he hasn't said a word to me so I said if you are going to go to sleep let me know and I'll go on my computer and he said, go on your computer if you want to, it doesn't matter to me. Then I said, I don't want to go on my computer if you're going to be awake and he said I don't know if I'll be awake or not. So i said just go to sleep!! And he was like what the hell is wrong with you, so I said you haven't said more than three words to me since you've been here. I didn't get a response and now it's been almost 15 minutes and he still hasn't said anything to me.
I'm frustrated!!!! Another thing I'm frustrated about is that I haven't had a cigarette for two days!! And before that I went a week with only smoking about 1 a day...he was supposed to quit also, has he? NOPE! He's still smoking, apparently not as much, but he's still doing it none the less! How rude is that, he said he was going to quit to make it easier on me, and because he only started again because I hadn't quit yet. Now I'm not smoking and he is...it's irritating!!!!
I haven't really wanted a cigarette these past two days but right now It's taking all my strength not to light up this half a cigarette I have sitting right next to me!! :( I don't want to do that though, but it's getting to that point!! I've done so good, I don't want to ruin it!!!! I need to do something to calm myself down, otherwise i will either smoke a cigarette or flip the hell out on Greg...maybe both...
Maybe I'll try pogo...I don't know...Something has to help.
By the way, I do believe Joe hates me... :( Makes me even angrier and more upset...
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Paranormal?
So, this pregnancy is a little bit more difficult than the other two. I am SO CONSTIPATED! lol. I say 'lol' but I don't really mean it. It's bad, it's awful. I had the worse cramps yesterday and last night but it was from not going to the bathroom. It's crappy...hahah no pun intended...
Anyway, something is in our house again...something paranormal. Mom has been hearing scratching under her bed as well as her bed moving a little bit. Also a bunch of rustling in her bathroom. And I've been hearing the scratching under my bed also. Just a few minutes ago, I walked back into my bed room and my pillows were in different spots. Very weird.
We want to get a recorder and take pictures to see if we can catch anything. I don't know if I told you before but we talked to a few experts in this field and they had told us that our home was a place where lost children came until they were taken to Heaven. And most of the things that are happening seem like things a child would do, so I think that's what it is. I'll let you know when we find more out. Hopefully my children are here too!! :)
Anyway, I have to go finish Elijah's blanket so I can start the new baby's blanket. Plus I'm nauseous as hell. :(
Happy blogging!!
Anyway, something is in our house again...something paranormal. Mom has been hearing scratching under her bed as well as her bed moving a little bit. Also a bunch of rustling in her bathroom. And I've been hearing the scratching under my bed also. Just a few minutes ago, I walked back into my bed room and my pillows were in different spots. Very weird.
We want to get a recorder and take pictures to see if we can catch anything. I don't know if I told you before but we talked to a few experts in this field and they had told us that our home was a place where lost children came until they were taken to Heaven. And most of the things that are happening seem like things a child would do, so I think that's what it is. I'll let you know when we find more out. Hopefully my children are here too!! :)
Anyway, I have to go finish Elijah's blanket so I can start the new baby's blanket. Plus I'm nauseous as hell. :(
Happy blogging!!
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Nothing really...
I spent the last two days with Greg, in the room, by ourselves. He's not allowed to leave me for five days again. lol
Monday we exchanged gifts when he first got here. We each got eachother three things, one being something for the baby lol. After that we ate some RIO's, best burritos in the world. Then we watched movies. Sounds boring to you probably but I enjoyed it.
Tuesday we went to Walmart so he could get a lap top, which I'm still trying to convince him to give me!! :( Then came back home and watched movies all night.
That being said, I want to talk about the movie The Other Sister. That's one of them that we watched last night, and I have to say that movie is one of the best love stories I've seen yet. The love that Carla and Daniel share is innocent, passionate, and something that touches every person that watches the movie. I highly recommend it to any who are willing to watch. :)
Right now I'm about to watch The Forbidden Kingdom with Jackie Chan and Jet Li. I'm looking forward to this, I was just saying not long ago that they need to come out with a movie with Jackie Chan and Jet Li and here it is! :) YAY!
So I'm going to go, I'll let you all know how it is next time I write.
Happy Blogging!!
Monday we exchanged gifts when he first got here. We each got eachother three things, one being something for the baby lol. After that we ate some RIO's, best burritos in the world. Then we watched movies. Sounds boring to you probably but I enjoyed it.
Tuesday we went to Walmart so he could get a lap top, which I'm still trying to convince him to give me!! :( Then came back home and watched movies all night.
That being said, I want to talk about the movie The Other Sister. That's one of them that we watched last night, and I have to say that movie is one of the best love stories I've seen yet. The love that Carla and Daniel share is innocent, passionate, and something that touches every person that watches the movie. I highly recommend it to any who are willing to watch. :)
Right now I'm about to watch The Forbidden Kingdom with Jackie Chan and Jet Li. I'm looking forward to this, I was just saying not long ago that they need to come out with a movie with Jackie Chan and Jet Li and here it is! :) YAY!
So I'm going to go, I'll let you all know how it is next time I write.
Happy Blogging!!
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