I'm pissed off!!!!!!!!!

Greg's in a mood or something at the moment. I'm sitting here in my room at 10:20 pm and he's been here since around 8. I've heard three words from him and that was about it. I don't know if he's tired or what but he's kind of pissing me off!! I'm tired all the freaking time, I'm pregnant, I'm worn out, I'm fat, I'm irritated, I'm angry... But I'm pretty sure I still talk to him when he comes over, especially after not seeing him for a couple days.

We watched True Blood and there was no reaction to anything that happened like there usually is. Then we came in the room and he hasn't said a word to me so I said if you are going to go to sleep let me know and I'll go on my computer and he said, go on your computer if you want to, it doesn't matter to me. Then I said, I don't want to go on my computer if you're going to be awake and he said I don't know if I'll be awake or not. So i said just go to sleep!! And he was like what the hell is wrong with you, so I said you haven't said more than three words to me since you've been here. I didn't get a response and now it's been almost 15 minutes and he still hasn't said anything to me.

I'm frustrated!!!! Another thing I'm frustrated about is that I haven't had a cigarette for two days!! And before that I went a week with only smoking about 1 a day...he was supposed to quit also, has he? NOPE! He's still smoking, apparently not as much, but he's still doing it none the less! How rude is that, he said he was going to quit to make it easier on me, and because he only started again because I hadn't quit yet. Now I'm not smoking and he is...it's irritating!!!!

I haven't really wanted a cigarette these past two days but right now It's taking all my strength not to light up this half a cigarette I have sitting right next to me!! :( I don't want to do that though, but it's getting to that point!! I've done so good, I don't want to ruin it!!!! I need to do something to calm myself down, otherwise i will either smoke a cigarette or flip the hell out on Greg...maybe both...

Maybe I'll try pogo...I don't know...Something has to help.

By the way, I do believe Joe hates me... :( Makes me even angrier and more upset...