Updates

I haven't written in awhile because there really hasn't been anything to write about. Greg is doing fine, working all the time and stressing out about paying for school, which he starts on the 23rd of this month. Cyara's birthday is on the 21st, she'll be 14. Kristine and Josh are irritating like always, nothing new there. Mom is good, always bitching about work, but who doesn't? And I'm good also, I'm just running out of movies to watch lol.

I have a doctor appointment on Monday. I'll be 11 weeks tomorrow which is how far along I was when I lost Adrian, my first son, so I told them I wanted an ultrasound because just hearing the heartbeat wouldn't make me feel that much better. I want to see my baby and I want to see it's heartbeat. She agreed and said she doesn't see why the doctor can't do that, them knowing my history and being there for me through everything, I know they understand and won't be upset that I'm asking for that.

I love those two women, they are sweet and kind and really want to see me have a healthy living baby. The doctor said she wants to see this baby once it's born, that I have to bring it to her so she can see it. :) I hope they can deliver the baby, but they may not be able to because I will be going to a specialist in South Bend Indiana so he may have to deliver the baby. I'm nervous about that because even my doctor said that the specialist is kind of a douche bag... So that should be lovely. I was told not to tell him I smoke, and I don't lie, so I quit smoking. lol

It's not the only reason of course, but at least now I don't have to lie. =D I haven't smoked even a drag of a cigarette in over a week. YAY ME!! I'm very proud of myself for that, I never thought I'd quit smoking. AND, I haven't even had that hard of a time doing it. I was cranky for the first day or two, but after that I was okay. Just regular cranky pregnant stuff. :D

Joe's talking more to me now, which I'm happy about. He's my buddy and it's upsetting when he doesn't talk to me. We pretty much just talk about movies, but I could do that all day long. I love movies and I love discussing movies. Greg doesn't talk to me about movies, neither does mom or anyone else, so it's nice to have someone who shares my passion for films to talk to.

Well I'm going to go play Frontierville on Facebook and finish watching Beverly Hills Cop 1 and 2. :)

Happy Blogging!! =D