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Friday, April 13, 2012

Changes

Why is it that my mom and I open our house up and allow Kristine and Nic, and their rambunctious puppy, to move back in for a while because they couldn't stay where they were, but we are the ones that have to change our every day routines? Kristine's dog is way too playful and is constantly knocking Tamina down, so I made a comment stating so, and Kristine comes back saying, "Why don't you buy one of those circular gates and put Tamina in there so she doesn't get hurt by him and she stays out of the kitchen too." Um...yeah, if anyone went into a circular gate/cage it would be her dog. Her dog is sweet, but he is a puppy that won't listen when there is too much going on. Mom and I have a way of handling animals when they don't listen, and it is not by hitting them. I will admit that the only time I hit one of the dogs, is when they knock Tamina over or hurt her because they are being careless, and even then I am not beating them. Kristine and Nic hit the dog like crazy when he does something wrong, so today my mom made a comment about it and Kristine blew up saying that he is her dog and she can do whatever she wants and she began acting like a 5 year old throwing a tantrum. Kristine is now pregnant, shh don't tell anyone, and I am HATING it! She is seriously only 5 weeks pregnant, but she is constantly yelling or screaming or crying. I realize I was emotional during my pregnancy, but she is ridiculous. Because of what went down yesterday with her and Nic, she told mom she was going to ignore me for the rest of her life, yeah totally adult of her. Anyway, she was mad at me for being mad at them for disrespecting me and Tamina by acting like idiots and cursing like sailors around Tamina. I'm sorry but I would rather my daughter not learn the words they both say every five seconds. I do not see this living situation working out very well at all. We were getting along before they came back, but now with every day that passes, it gets closer and closer to how angry and frustrated I always was when they were here before. I don't want to be angry all time, I don't want Tamina to have to feel tension in the house all the time. I have been biting my tongue as much as I can, but I am running short on patience with them. I told Cyara that I can't wait for them to move out, and guess what!? She told Kristine! What the hell! So that is another reason Kristine is angry and upset with me. This whole situation is ridiculous and I refuse to play this game for long. If they are going to be here for a long time I wish they would let me know, because I would find somewhere else to live. Tamina is getting sick, she's laying in her crib sleeping lightly because she can't breathe out of her nose. It is the saddest thing! She has never had a cold, ever, so I am going to be a nervous wreck this entire time. She has an excellent immune system due to the fact that she had MRSA at two months old, so I am sure she will be fine, but it won't make me any less paranoid or worried. I feel so bad for my baby girl! I have finals in about a week or so, joy! I am so worried about how I am going to do on them, especially with so much else on my mind. I have to work in the morning so I am going to go text Joe a little more and then hit the sack. I'll tell him you all said hi! :) Happy Blogging!!

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