So, I was asked today why I don't blog anymore and I didn't have answer. Why don't I? I miss blogging, it used to be my escape, my place to vent and say things that I can't say to anyone else. Things have been great with Tamina. She is off of all of the tubes and oxygen and everything, she is almost a year and a half, she's talking and walking, and she is the most beautiful and best behaved baby I have ever seen! I would be absolutely lost without my little girl!! I'll have to post some new pictures soon!

I am in college now, I go through University of Phoenix online. I am going for Early Childhood Education and I am loving it! Up until this set of classes I had a 4.0 but these classes are kicking my butt! I am still writing and wanting to publish my book but I still don't know how. Everything seems more difficult now a days, especially things with Greg. Yes, we are still having problems.

I have found inappropriate pictures, texts, emails, etc... And I have actually made him leave for a few weeks. Just when I think things are getting better I find more bad things though. I don't know what to do anymore, most of the time I feel so inadequate because of the things he does or doesn't do. He keeps saying things will be different but they are barely changing. This is the last chance though, I won't stay with him just for Tamina, that would make us all miserable. I have caught him enough times that he has finally changed all of his passwords, so now I can't even see what's going on anymore and I hate it! There is no trust, and that causes a lot of problems. The other night he said he was going to hang out at his dads and I ended up finding out he was out at the bar with friends. If there is nothing to hide, why not tell me where your going? I'm at my wits end guys!

I'm still friends with Joe, and I have a lot to say about him. I'll have to save that story for later though because I have to get back to work!

It feels good to be back. Happy Blogging!!!!