I'm feeling a lot calmer today. I kept myself from flipping out on Cyara again yesterday. It was partly me and partly her that refrained from continuing the fight. She came in and apologized and I did as well. Then later on in the day she pissed me off again but instead of me freaking out on her and her giving a huge amount of attitude we both let it drop and we were fine a few minutes later.
I can't keep letting myself get that stressed and pissed off. I have another doctor appointment tomorrow, I can't wait to see my little guy again. I keep feeling him fluttering around in there. I just sneezed like twice and then I felt him move around like I scared him. lol Yesterday I felt his foot or elbow or something, I don't know what it was but I felt it on my belly. It was silly.
I have class today, I have to take my timed practice tests. However, if Scott isn't here by 3:30 I'm not going because I have 5 tests to take and I want to get them all done in 4 hours, not split them in half. I only have to go once a week now and I don't want to have to go twice this week just to finish work. So I hope he gets ahold of me and lets me know what's going on before he comes.
Greg joined the Mens Basketball League. It starts this Wednesday and continues for the next however many Wednesdays. He used to play basketball all the time so I'm glad he's getting back into it. But now I won't see him Wednesdays for sure, not to mention the days he works or has a bunch of homework. Plus in about a month or so I will have a bunch of homework as well. It's going to get much harder to spend time together, but it will all pay off in the long run right??
I watched Boardwalk Empire last night, it was a good show. It takes the place of True Blood on Sundays on HBO. But come next Sunday Desperate Housewives and Brothers and Sisters is on so I'll have to watch Boardwalk Empire online the next day. House comes on tonight. YAY!!!! Season premieres all week. Then at 10 Weeds comes on and then The Big C on showtime. :) It'll be a great night!!
Anyway, I guess I will go study for a little while. Brush up on some Math for my tests today. Wish me luck
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About Me
- Nolie
- Colorado Springs, Colorado, United States
- This was originally by blog to help me handle and deal with the loss of my two boys, the stressful pregnancy with my daughter Tamina, and the hard time I was having moving on from a very bad verbally abusive relationship. Now, a couple years later, everything is wonderful. My daughter is perfect, my family is great, I live in Colorado Springs, and my book, Immoral Love by Nicole Ochart, has finally been published. I have so much hope for the future, and I hope things turn out the way I see them working out. :) Anything else just ask.
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