Ultrasound Picture!!

That's a picture of my healthy little baby!! :) He's beautiful and I'm excited. :D

I don't really have anything else to say at the moment except that I am happy that my baby is healthy and that I miss Greg already!! :(

He's having fun though, so I guess I should be happy. blah blah blah. lol

Anyway, I'm tired. I'm gonna pop in a movie and play some pogo or something. :)

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Sick :*(

Greg just left. :(

I haven't been away from Greg for more than like two days for almost a year now. It makes me sad, I miss him already lol. Pregnancy hormones are adding to this I'm sure, but it doesn't make me any less sad. I'm worried about all 11 or 12 of the guys that are going. They are going white water rafting, that stuff is so dangerous. I'm just glad Greg doesn't go into the water so I'm not worried about him for that reason.

I hate that he won't be here Monday for our anniversary. Something crappy seems to always happen on important days to where he isn't here for them. All I know is I can't wait until Tuesday to celebrate it with him. I bought him a couple things, but just in case he reads my blog for some reason I'm not going to say what they are. :)

I have been feeling like crap all week and it's continuing into this week. I still feel like I have a little bit of a fever and I'm coughing and sneezing like a crazy lady too. I hate being sick, and then on top of it all I am soooooooooooo sick to my stomach. This baby hates me I swear lol.

I have a doctors appointment tomorrow, another ultrasound I think. Wish me luck and keep me in your prayers.

I'm going to go eat some soup, hopefully it helps. kristine and Cyara went to the store and got me some.

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The fair

Well Saturday was the last day of the Laporte County Fair. I've worked a little over 100 hours this week, and I am exhausted!!! I drank plenty of water to make sure I stayed hydrated and ended up peeing about 4 times an hour lol. Greg and everyone else understood though.

I met two wonderful guys while I was there. Tendic and Aza, they are both from a different country, one that at the moment I can't remember. They are sweet, funny, and totally gentlemen like. They kept telling me I should sit and not move because I was pregnant and that in their country woman should not work especially if they are pregnant. Tendic looks like Jackie Chan and Aza is just cute and squishy!! I'll post the pictures under my picture blog. :)

It was hard working all those hours, but I am happy I did. Now I can go get my divorce and get Greg something for our anniversery on the 2nd...even though he won't be here until the third. :)

I came home Saturday night, exhausted, at 2 in the morning. I was ready to take a shower and hop right into my tiny twin size bed that Greg and I barely fit on. When we walked into the house I went to open moms bed room door because she had the key to my bed room. (I lock my bed room door because I don't trust certain individuals in this house.) Anyway her door was locked also so I asked Cyara wth was going on and she said mom got mad at her and locked her out so I had to knock and wake her up to get my key.

Well Greg all of a sudden remembered that he had a key himself. So we used his to open the door and walked in....

SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There was a full size bed sitting in the middle of my room with different colored polka dot looking things on the sheets ANNNNNNNNNNNNNND a body pillow!! :) It was a fantastic surprise!!! :D YAY!!

So I have been sleeping wonderful!!!!!!! :D I have the best mommy in the whooooooooooole wide world!! I walked out of the room and went over to my moms and knocked a bunch until she finally opened it and practically screamed my gratitude.

Anyway, it was a great ending to a LONG WEEK. :) I don't know what I could get Greg for our anniversery but I have to figure it out soon!! I'm going to go surf the net and find something. :)

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Laporte County Fair :D

I start working on Sunday at 9:30 am. I have to bring my shot with me and do it there, that's gonna be weird. I'll be working like 15 hour days, which is alright with me, I just gotta make sure I can sit down once in a while, orders from my doctor and I have to drink a gallon of water a day! haha, that's gonna be fun.

Mom doesn't want me to do this, she's worried that it's not safe for me. But the doctor said it was okay, just to make sure I rest every now and then even for 5 minutes and to make sure I drink plenty of water since it's so hot. Even though i'll be in an air conditioned trailer. I'll be okay, Greg will be there. He's mister boss man again come Sunday. JOY! hah

I'm going to be so exhausted this whole week, I'm tired now and all I do is sit on my ass and clean and cook lol. It's gonna be CRAZY! Oh well, at least I'll have some money to help with bills and FINALLY get divorced.

I talked to the courthouse and they said that since the baby is not Julians I have to go in front of a judge and prove it with Greg and Julian right there by my side. I'm supposed to get a DNA test before the baby is born otherwise once it's born it has to be in Julians name and I'll have to change everything later. But I am not comfortable doing that with being a high risk and everything, you know?

Grr, it's all crazy. Bright side though, I CAN change it after the baby is here and it's proven that Julian is not the father. And I WILL be divorced before the baby comes if we can get this thing in motion soon. That's partly the reason i wanted to work, so that I could pay for it. Julian has a girlfriend now and we both want to be divorced so we can move on with our lives. We will still be friends of course but we want our "marriage" to be over already.

Well, I have a history appointment at the doctors office in a couple hours so I'm gonna go take a shower and get ready. I'll update everyone when I can about how work is going and everything. I may not post for the whole week though, late hours, and then I'll be going straight to bed I'm sure.

Happy Blogging!! :D

Greg's an ass!

I'm irritated! Greg came over around, I don't know maybe eight tonight. He said he was going to leave around 11 but he'd hang out until then. When he showed up mom and I were watching WEEDS. We watched a like two episodes, a half hour each, and were planning on stopping after that since Greg was here. I was going to come in the room and hang out with him until he left.

Instead during one of the episodes, the first I believe, he got a phone call and took it in the other room. It was one of friends asking him to come out with them.........I told him that we would be stopping after that last episode but he STILL left. He walked out at 9. I'm angry because I don't get to see him everyday anymore, I don't get to sleep by him and wake up by him. I may spend a few hours here and there with him and he may spend the night once or twice a week. But when I have him here he's supposed to be here, ya know?

So by him leaving he took away time that I was looking forward to having all day. All I did was watch an hour of a tv show and he left. I'm pissed also because he obviously agreed to leave early before he even said anything about me watching my show and still left after I told him that was the last episode and it was almost over.

Now he's acting like I don't have a reason to be upset. I may not have a reason to be furious but I do have a reason to be irritated and a little pissed off. And by him telling me I don't is pissing me off even more!! I get that I'm pregnant and my emotions are off the wall, but he can not tell me I don't have the right to be mad right now.

I'm going to bed, I don't need to keep stressing out and being pissed off!!!!

Quick entry!!

First order of business, Amber you are too funny! LOL I thought you had left me lady! :)

Okay now, for the fabulous news. Yesterday I had a doctors appointment, an ultra sound. I saw my beautiful little blue berry sized baby and it's little heart beat! aYAYayaY!! Heart beats are always good. I am 6 weeks and 2 days pregnant and my due date is on March 6th. :D YAY US!

After the doctors appointment Greg and I went out to eat at a Mexican restaurant, I got a HUGE shredded chicken wet burrito, WONDERFUL!! And then we came home and watch Lethal Weapon 3 and 4. :D It was a super day, I swear it!! :D

My doctor took me off of the heparin and put me on lovenox. It's another blood thinner, so I'm not sure why I had to switch but whatever. With the heparin it would burn like a flame when I injected it, with this is still stung and burned a little but I could also feel the cold liquid going into my skin...very weird. I only have to do the lovenox once a day but with the heparin I had to do it twice. So I'm happier about this.

I AM PREGNANT WITH A HEALTHY BABY!!!! I am thrilled and ecstatic and just tickled pink. :D Now all I gotta do is take it easy and get through the next 7 or 8 months or whatever and push out a HUGE beautiful baby. Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers.

I'm going to go study a little bit, but don't worry I will be posted every little detail about the baby that I can. :)

Happy Blogging!! :)

Bored!

These heparin shots are leaving little red circles on my stomach as well as bruises. I'm sleepy all the time and my body feels so heavy. I'm beginning to get a little nauseous also. Gotta love pregnancy. :)

Nothing much has really happened in the past couple of days. Greg's doing well, he's working ALL the time. He's going to end up over working himself, it's so frustrating. But he won't listen and refuses to take an actual day off to relax.

I'm doing good, just all the pregnancy mumbo jumbo. I have an ultrasound tomorrow, wish me luck!! We will be searching for the heart beat of my little orange seed sized baby.

I'm watching Robin Hood: Men in Tights. :D Funny stuff right there!! Gotta go do my shot.


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