Ramblings

Greg just left. :( I hate when he leaves and I'm stuck sleeping alone. It makes me feel lonely and like he doesn't want to sleep by me. I know that probably isn't the case but that's how I feel when he first leaves. It makes me sad... I love him very much, and I wish he would move back in. I hate that he isn't here like he used to be. I know I still see him almost everyday, but it's hard going from living with someone to only seeing them half of the time you're used to. I don't know, I don't want to sound like a little cry baby or anything, but I guess that goes to show how much I love him.

He asked me tonight what I say about him when he's not around. To be honest, I don't usually say anything bad about him, unless he pissed me off. lol I don't agree with certain things he says or does, IE moving out, but if he feels that strongly about something how can I talk him out of it? It makes me sad that he doesn't miss living with me, and sleeping by me every night, like I do him. Maybe he does, but he doesn't say so. I know he loves me though, I guess that's all I should think about right?

I have smoked maybe 1 1/2 cigarettes yesterday and maybe 2 today. Mom is trying to quit also, so tomorrow we are both waking up with NO cigarettes in the house. Think good thoughts for us, I really need to quit!! i know if she stays strong I will too.

I'm currently watching 27 dresses and about to play some pogo for a little while, maybe I can fall asleep at a decent time tonight...doubtful since it's already midnight.

We went to see Eclipse today! AMAZING movie!!! The best yet, I swear it!!! I loved it, it was fantastic!! :)

Greg's birthday is tomorrow and Elijah's on Saturday... :( Greg and I will be together for one year on August 2nd.

Goodnight bloggers and Happy Blogging!!